I was a rape victim on December 15, 2006.  I was at work when it happened and I do not know who he was-he wore a mask, gloves, etc...  I just want to speak to others who have been through this humilating nightmare and hope to be able to help someone through it and them help me as well.  I have good days but when I have bad, they are really "bad".  The flashbacks are getting worse as I try so hard not to think or talk about it but my doctor tells me to join an organization and talk to others, I am just not willing to do it face to face.  I am still too hurt and embarrased to look at anyone or anyone look at me that "knows."